5.5.10

so, i guess that was it.

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs, I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault but you know we're not the same
We're not the same
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together we wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'l go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'l go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs, I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault but you know we're not the same
We're not the same
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together we wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'l go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'l go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'l go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'l go
I best be on my way out

Paramore - Ignorance

kau KESAH ke tidak, aku pedulik ape.. ni blog aku.. aku tulis ape aku nak. to me, you're just a weak, selfish, ignorant person who can't seem to take care of your own life. you keep asking why people don't like you, why your life sucks like hell, why oh why oh why wining all the time. well, the answer is YOU! i'm sick of it! quit being a baby and start being a MAN! ni ke lelaki melayu? please la.. you're such a disgrace.. my mom said you're not worth it and she said that long before this whole thing happened. but, i didn't want her words to get in the way of our friendship because back then i thought you were my best friend. clearly, she was right in the first place and i should've done this earlier.

thanks for everything that you've done for me. honestly, i thought of doing something for you to make you feel appreciated, but i never thought it'll end up this way. i thought of leaving all this behind, but i couldn't bare the fact that you despise me so much that it might affect your life. i'm doing you a favour, i'm gna get out of your life so that you wouldn't have to face me or remember me or blame me for ruining some parts of your life. i really hate this but, goodbye.