baru sampai nak pegi dah

k fine.

come on!

Colton & Elise got voted off.. so sad.. wanted them to be the top 3.. hope Philips will stay till top 3 at least. it's a bit weird to see the majority of Top 6 are woman! that never happened before right? only 2 guys left! i don't mind if Elise wins but the other 3, hmm.. they got great voice & personality but, i'm not sure if they can be popular bila dah keluar American Idol..

melontots #57

watch out for this guy

my favourite this year ;) dude i don't even know what you muttered at the end of the chorus but it made me feel giddy! he's even better with a guitar~


and he's younger than i am :/ he sang Thriller on his audition:


pakai slipper pun lepass! i agree with Jennifer on this one. i can see him busking on the streets and i would stop and watch him. tapi tatau la Americans are going to vote for him or not. whatever it is, i'm routing for you, Phillip Phillips :) so nice you have to say it twice!

melontots #56

RIP Suzie Salmon

always cried when i watch this movie.

melontots #55

in the mean time..

bila stress~

Fipper Ad for November Issue

been reading CLEO since i was 14.. and now i got the Fipper Ad that i've designed printed on it! aaa this feeling can't be bought.. i'm never gna get tired of this :) Shah helped a bit on the lighting. the Fipper Classic belongs to An haha.. the copy as always, written by Katoq.. Ajwad amek gambar Fipper.. i did the artwork :)

melontots #54

reason: none.

just plain joy. credit to Ajwad and Shah.

meh la :D

nak datang, sila RSVP. mekaseh! gamber tu google je btw :p~

still here

wearing double like i always do.

garang but sweet

nothing special today.. just helping my parents at the boutique.. it was a nice day though :)

21 candles

dea yang buat cake, dea jugak yang makan :)) thanks baby.. and thanks for all of the wishes, everyone! may God bless you all on this blessed Ramadan. rasanya dah tiga tahun my birthday masa bulan puasa.. Alhamdulillah..

come to think of it, i managed to live till today after three house robbery attempts, one car accident, two fire burning incident, one knife sticked near my pulse, two times terstapler kaki, one time car radiator terkena tangan, two pick-pockets attempts, lots of times muka bercalar lepas tidur, one time termimpi hantu, lots of time terhantuk tepi katil, two times jatuh berdarah kat kepala (still have the scars on my forehead), one time kena drip, one time diarrhea teruk gila and.. hmm can't think of any other dangerous moments.. point is, i LIVED! macam mane tu..

what's raya without glittera?

glitter space


Motio Raya Hamper half done


dua untuk saya, untuk orang lain takde wee~!

11 more days

tapi dah amek gamba raya :p~ datangla Motio! meriah sangat ;)

menyampah 24:7

tu reaksi muka lepas tengok video ni:


umm.. apeeee niiiii??? sedangkan K-Pop pun susah nak layan ini lagi takbleyblaaaaa~ first of all, nak jadi K-Pop obviously kena menari best.. ni menari alahai lemah longlai~ pastu tak sama plak tu gerakan dea.. secondly, takpyah nak glittery2 sangat la muka tuu kau lelaki la hadoi~ thirdly, ish semak aku tengok pompuan2 tergedik2 pakai makeup tebal2 ngn bibir merah macam lepas kena cili.. fourth, kau blaja skolah mane weyy tulis lirik macam tuu. ish malu la malu ade orang camni kat Malaysia..

melontots #50

birth of a song, death of a dream

B2uty vs. Echelons
i think i had too much fun last weekend haha.. that's why this week i had to deal with lots of stuff. to be able to stand in the presence of Jared Leto was electrifying! it's indescribable. i'm pretty sure everybody was blown away by 30 Seconds to Mars' performance at MTV Asia World Stage last Sunday. bendenye last sunday, arini baru aku nak tulis.. tak sangka gak ramai yang minat 30STM kat Malaysia ni.. tapi tu la.. Malaysia ni banyak restriction kot sampai Jared tak dapat nak interact sangat with the audience.. pegang flag pun takbley pehal?? haih~ kuat sangat kot aura illuminati deorang sampai deorang tak bagi deorang buat macam2 haha.. nobody dared to crowd-surfing like masa deorang perform kat German tu.. had to admit i kinda dozed off masa Beast perform. eish tak rati la aku melayan K-Pop ni.. dozed off sebab makan panadol 2 biji before pegi pun yea gak.. hehe.. sanggup tu demam2 g world stage.. i just wish i can move closer like right in front of the stage so that bley terasa lagi impact dea.. tapi dapat pergi pun dah syukur sangat haha.. bila je lagi dea nak datang sini kan.. sampai gak hajat nak tengok deorang perform.. Nad plak ilang ntah kemana masa Beast perform haha..

Jared's voice was exactly the same as in their songs. bila dengar je dea nyanyi Escape for the first performance i screamed as loud as i can. i was impressed with Shanon's muscles, actually haha.. suke tengok dea pukul drum tu dengan muscle tangan dea camtu :p~ me n my friends was jumping like crazy cam selama ni tak pnah la lompat camtu haha.. wish i can enjoy the whole thing with all of my closest friends.. ade yang pergi pun dok jauh2 n inform last minit.. kalau tak mesti lagi funnn!

kenapa suka sangat kat 30STM? i can say that Jared's voice is the consolation i seek everytime i have doubt with myself, feel angry like i want to punch somebody, feel disappointed with stupid situations that occurred to me without warning.. i feel a hole in my heart if i don't listen to them in one day. bukan obses.. tapi suka :)



met new friends with the same devotion to 30STM :D 3 of em are budak2 skolah yang awesome haha..


berjaya membawa Beadxels ke MTV World Stage :D hope it'll pop up on the screen when the show airs on MTV this 8th August..


and i get to be near the stage :D
k k dalam gamba tu sume takde Jared Leto.. dalam ni ada :D


pictures n video credit to Wan & Nad.